Monday, November 06, 2006
heyys peeps =))
it wassnt sunny todae
the rain was pelting down hard on me
my mummy
i just keep hearing her screaming my name
those shouts of horror
sends me trembling
what happened mommy?
what happened
why can we get back to last week
when we were happy and cheery
those screams sound so foreign
mommy dun scream
i see the bridge lengthening btw u and me
i cant reach u nor can i see your familliar face
my visions blurring
my eyes covered in tears
mommy i just dun want, no tears
i see the emotional blackmails ,it makes me angry mum
lets just keep aunty outta the pic
and restart our lives
im tired
so tired of explaining tt i dun follow in her shoes
im ur daughter ,i follow u
believe me mum
what i sae is true
why dun we start anew?
i felt like my mums punching bag like twice the whole dae (yes i am angry,sad tt everything has gone wrong)...how i wish she hadnt had such a bad relationship with tt aunty ,now everything i do seems to mirror the aunties image ,i probably remind her of the aunty ....yikes i hate tt ...I WANT MY MOMMY BACK!MOMMY >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
do u hear my cries?
do u see my pain
my heart is wrenching
someone ease the pain
all the beautiful memories
suddenly erased
like a dream
only but a fantasy
i want my old mommy back
i pray tt we will be peaceloving again
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrhggggggggggghh
rainbow;
8:54 AM
